► My Last Fall in San Francisco

It's been a long time I haven't written anything about my planner diary for months, and now I am starting again...without reasons.

This is a really awkward semester for me, I just start going toward in the professional field of planning and strategies, but it's as well the last semester for me having all these classes in San Francisco. Probably I will be back to Taiwan before 2010 Spring. Why? After all I don't have any rest of classes in my Direct Study but only one GS class left, so there's no reason for me to stay here without going to school for my profession anymore. It is said that I'm gonna have my final review in Taiwan through the web cam with Cameron(AP director > which is my boss) and Milanda (Advertising Director), and take GS class(通識) online as well after then. Right, this is my PLAN!

People ask me how come you won't just stay here and find a job in the U.S, after all you got a pretty nice resume so far, and it won't be too hard to find a job here then. It definitely would be a great experience for you. Jess, stay!!!

Wait...Sounds great, isn't it? Let me think about that again...Okay...I got it!

Listen! my sweetest dearest friends! Are you really thinking it will be that easy for international students staying here with a working visa? if not so, how about just get an opportunity of internship without salary, still feed myself and ask money from parents still? C'mon! Don't be silly!

Why don't you just stay? Gosh! I'm 26 years old, and I am EAGER to earn money right now! I don't care what people thought, I just know that I used to earning money on my own for years, and now I cannot stand anymore asking money from my parents! It's pretty common thing for students for sure, but it's just NOT me!

Why don't you just find a job here? since I don't wanna take any risks staying here with uncertain opportunities, wasting both my time and money just because of "an experience". Surely I know that experience is gonna be my forever treasure in the rest of my life, it definitely costs priceless. But you know what? personally I do believe it depends on the value of one's mind still.

Experiences? I've had already. Enough? It's never gonna be enough. What to do? just keep going with your faith and value, you will get more back in the future as long as you exactly know what you are doing every single moment. Then, it worth.

I miss my country so much, but I'm as well pretty hard to let my life and friends in San Francisco go without feeling bad. It's time to memorize all these pleasures in my way of blogging. San Francisco? there's a Taiwanese girl's story started here, and it's gonna last forever in her mind for sure.