► Not Enough
5/04/2009
I am supposed to share something after the midpoint review thing on Monday, but I didn't. I am supposed to be really happy with my passing of my midpoint review thing, but I didn't. That's a really awkward feeling, I have no idea what's going on with me. But one thing that I am really sure is "Not Enough". Not enough with learning, not enough with doing, not enough with everything. Am I sick?......yeh..probably.
Recently, when I have been reading a lot, I found the more I read, and the more I feel lost. I start chasing the latest trends as much as I can, it was then I feel so afraid it wasn't enough. Eventually this is not my culture background. Even though how hard I was giving into, I still don't know large amounts of brand in this marketplace. So , i am not only trying to read a lot, but also trying to "KNOW" a lot. That was a really horrible feeling.
How many time have you got a new product and you don't even know what the hell was it? And you felt bad to ask detail since everyone looks like all having no problem with it. You was trying to get the ideas during the instructors' short introduction, and till felt lost until going back home to browse Internet. Finally, you won't show the confusing smile in your face. But, it was too late to talk about your reaction of this product in time of class. (I suppose we account planner all need to have lots of first thoughts of any products.)
People won't never feel this frustrations until you're crossing the borders. Right now, I finally can REALLY understand how my overseas friends felt when they came to Taiwan for studying and living. It's not that easy. What you are going to face is not only language shock but also culture shock. It's really hard to call for others' help, since they can be hard to understand what you feel and look. It's not their fault for sure, because they can live as easier as they want in their familiar way. It was then people get used to being with their own country's friends in the strange country. However, that is not supposed thy way we are looking for, aren't we?
It's fortune that I have lots of overseas friends from different countries but the U.S being together with me. So, I still can be really getting involved in what I am trying to do. Some of them come from English as first language countries, some of them are not. But we all get the same feeling in this way of learning. So, we are all really willing to support and help each others. And by being through the process, I improve my English a lot and feel mind-fulfill as well. Just for some reasons, especially in the part of account planner, I somehow will feel so lost until I find the way going back.
Still, keep going.
Recently, when I have been reading a lot, I found the more I read, and the more I feel lost. I start chasing the latest trends as much as I can, it was then I feel so afraid it wasn't enough. Eventually this is not my culture background. Even though how hard I was giving into, I still don't know large amounts of brand in this marketplace. So , i am not only trying to read a lot, but also trying to "KNOW" a lot. That was a really horrible feeling.
How many time have you got a new product and you don't even know what the hell was it? And you felt bad to ask detail since everyone looks like all having no problem with it. You was trying to get the ideas during the instructors' short introduction, and till felt lost until going back home to browse Internet. Finally, you won't show the confusing smile in your face. But, it was too late to talk about your reaction of this product in time of class. (I suppose we account planner all need to have lots of first thoughts of any products.)
People won't never feel this frustrations until you're crossing the borders. Right now, I finally can REALLY understand how my overseas friends felt when they came to Taiwan for studying and living. It's not that easy. What you are going to face is not only language shock but also culture shock. It's really hard to call for others' help, since they can be hard to understand what you feel and look. It's not their fault for sure, because they can live as easier as they want in their familiar way. It was then people get used to being with their own country's friends in the strange country. However, that is not supposed thy way we are looking for, aren't we?
It's fortune that I have lots of overseas friends from different countries but the U.S being together with me. So, I still can be really getting involved in what I am trying to do. Some of them come from English as first language countries, some of them are not. But we all get the same feeling in this way of learning. So, we are all really willing to support and help each others. And by being through the process, I improve my English a lot and feel mind-fulfill as well. Just for some reasons, especially in the part of account planner, I somehow will feel so lost until I find the way going back.
Still, keep going.
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